Sad......:-(

Salam..

These last two days were very challenging to me.. My car was knocked down by other car when the driver wanted to park just beside my "perfectly parked" car.. The accident happened exactly in front of my eyes!!..Not only that, the accident nearly causing injuries to me. Syukur alhamdulillah, i wasn't injured. I was at the back of the car , and if i just take a few more steps to the left, i might be in the hospital now. Syukur ya Allah, i was not.. thanks to my friend who foresee the condition and acted immediately. Though my left calf was in pain after the accident. My mom was really angry. To my mom, its okay, your daughter is fine. hehe

after the accident, I was in denial for a few minutes. I was shocked, i dont know how to react.i should yell or i should just stay quite?. All my limbs were shaking yet i acted cool. I could not get mad at that time. The driver came out from the car and said sorry. Then straight away she asked "how much is the repair cost?". I was in disbelief cause she sounds like she got alot of money. But JPA still didn't give them the allowance for this semester yet. Then I said, " takkan nak bayar sendiri kot, JPA kan tak masuk lg" .. I dont know why I couldn't get mad at that time.

The one that "langgar" my car was actually my classmate. And the worst is the car is not hers. It was her friends' caar. And she was an inexperienced driver..that made me questioned her, why let other people drive your car?. And i was more angry coz there were a lot more parking lots for her to park yet she chose the one beside me.. If I were as inexperienced as her, i would never chose a park that has cars beside it. I'd rather chose the one with no cars beside it bilaterally.

Previously, she offered to settle this thing without police report. She was willing to pay for both cars. I didn't agree coz she is just a student. How can she get the money for both cars??.. Plus, my mom said "tak kisah nak byr macammana, report tetap buat. Kalau nak bayar sendiri pun report still kene buat".

Then, to make things easier and faster, I asked her back after reporting the accident to know whether she is capable of compensating the damage she had done to my car ONLY , like what she offered previously. i'm a bit reluctant to claim from her friends' insurance company coz it will take time (remember the car is not hers) . Suddenly, she doesn't want to do that because she don't have money. I was like?? What happened to your previous offer???..

That's why I was mad. (mood right now: angry)

I was not this angry yesterday. But today, seriously.. i felt what she had done was troublesome to me and also to my friends. I was not mad for her to langgar my car. things had happened, nothing could be done to rewind back time. I was mad coz she seems not willing to be helpful enough. She didn't even answer my call yesterday. Why?.. Afraid??.. why should you??.. take responsible la my dear friend.. Maybe what i demands was a little bit too high. But you shouldn't offer if you couldn't afford it. She was not even care to ask, do you need any help ke?.. I was her classmate, if I was somebody else with no relation to her, then its ok to keep quite.I don't know how her friend feels. But if i were in her friends' shoes, i wouldn't want to talk with her anymore.

Not so bad.. still involve thousand ringgit and my car was just 5 months old..haish...:-(

And also, my Mr A ni langsung tak dtg to see how i'm doing, how's my car doing.. Only call je..

kenape?

Slm ramadhan again

Kenape ye?..why we always find other people's fault?? slagi ade salah, even tak salah pun.. still nak salahkan.. what's so great of being right?.. kalau dalam periksa makes sense la nak kene betol. but in reality people do mistakes, instead of scolding people why dont u try to teach and have a slow talk.. Even our prophet pun tak pernah ajar tengking2.. (from what i know. if there is a history yg Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. pernah tengking2 orang please tell me)

"Just because you are superior, you have the right to do so".. Is that what the world really is? If the other person is really at wrong, than its okay to get mad. Tapi ni selagi ade bende mesti nak cari salah even bende yg doesnt make sense. i really dont get it.. kenape ye?seronok kot tengok muke org tu terkulat2 kene marah kot..

award

7 things bout myself eh

1. girl
2.muslim
3. a dr to be insyaallah
4. like to watch movies.
5. still in love with sidney sheldon
6. found a new dream in my life (those who watched rapunzel : A tangled story know what dis means..ngeh3..^^)
7. still finding where is the destination of my journey

account hacked

my yahoo account had been hacked twice!!!!!!

I am really mad to those who did that.

How do i know that i had been hacked???

I couldn't access my email. n my friends had been asked for video conference by me.

ME????? I dont even have webcam!!!..N, I wasn't on9 at the time they got asked for the video conference.

That's why I knoe about this.. I'm sorry YANA and KHAI. whoever did this is really terrible

If you want to know more about the story, here is the link.

http://kaizen-arts.livejournal.com/36165.html?view=60229#t60229

hye.. so long

salam.. welcome back.

I dont know for how many months i left this blog. I feel sorry to all my followers..(walaupun xdela byk pun kan)

Since it is still in Syawal, i would like to express my gratitude towards all people that have helped me until now..either in my life problems or academic.. thank you so much.. n i would also like to ask for your forgiveness if i did something wrong before..

Selamat hari raya!!!!!

sampai bila

she doenst seem too care about what's happening rite now. am I the only one that thinks she is my best friend. she didn't even try to mend the relationship we have.. should i step down again???

i had talk n i had expressed my feelings.. n i thought it will clear out everything... tp....ape lagi yg kau nak??

you're being judgmental by blaming me without giving me a chance of explanation. you keep it quiet yet you expect me to understand your feelings.. how can i???? yet, even after I explained, I don't see any initiative of you to mend back our relationship.. what's wrong with you?? what do you expect me to do??.. why from before this until now, I am the only one yg selalu mengalah??.. why are you being so passive over something like this??

I'm trying to put our friendship back to normal, but you seem don't want to... you're not taking any move at all... silence doesn't resolve anything.. and also, I do know that u're ignorant.. BUT over something like this?????????... can't believe that u'll be ignorant too..

sakit tekak

Just got back from netball & basketball tournament. I'm not playing though, I was just cheering for them. But hey, its fun!!!.. Feels like all my problems fly away too with the voice..

I am very sad at the moment. N i guess I couldn't write it here coz some of you know about the person I'm going talk about. So, better not. Will keep it to myself. Hopefully, things will get better soon..

Sbg peringatan untk diri sendiri, it's better to keep quiet & do nothing rather than make the other party gets upset. Why not let it go without him or her knowing...........
I find that letting it go is much easier to do.

No other

I'm totally into NO OTHER by SUPER JUNIOR right now!!!!

Crazy..
crazy...me...

Who else?

Salam.

OKay, I am really in a boring state. I wanna read a book BUT dont have a book to read. Currently, I'm still in love with Sidney Sheldon's. He was a terrific author. Apart from JK Rowling. Well, u can see that I'm into horror-fiction-love genre. Not into friendship-family and so on. No suspense for me. (No offense tw.)

Right now, I want to change. I dont know who else is a good writer. Can you suggest some?
And, I wanna try to read non-fiction books. Somehow, it doesn't work for me. I still prefer fictions during my holidays. Well, it's a diff story if I was at school..hahaha

Satu lagi addiction

Formspring.me

Most of my friends are addicted to this. Why?. I don't see anything challenging about this. Because the answer is never right nor wrong. And people love to lie. So, I'm betting that most of the "sensitive" questions were answered with a "white lie".

People blogging to either advertise their products, expressing their inner side, and lots of other reasons. But formspring???

I'm not saying that I'm an anti for this, it's just I'm curious, why?

Answer please??

9 more days

To the final..

Hope I can finish revising by the end of next week
Hope my mind will not be blank when the days come.
Hope I can do the OSCE well.
Hope that all my friends and me can pass the exam and proceed to next year.

To all students who will be going to sit for any exam......





CHAIYOK!!!

Ape nak jadi??

Salam.

I was just pay a visit to my senior's facebook profile. It's been a looooooooong time since I last visited her page. She was my senior and my dormmate when I was form 2. And at that time she was one of the top students in my school. Well, my former school was an Arabic school per say. Not so Islamic though. You can imag Shine how should the students of Islamic school should behave, rite?She is very talented especially in arts. Even her sister was almost a singer. But her sis turned the offer down. If I want to describe about her family, I believe you will be in aww too.

She is somehow my rolemodel. Coz not only she's creative she also has the leadership quality in her. So, I was like a fan of her. She was also a gentle and kind person. Ans she helped me alot before.Then, she moved to other school at form 4. Since then, I had lost contact with her. I have her ym, and her facebook even her friendster but I dont have the conscious to look into her profile.

However, I just saw her thumbnail pic of the ym that really shocked me!!. Her picture without scarf. That's okay. I can accept it.That triggered me to look into her profile. Believe me, I regret what I'm doing. Better not to look . I saw even more shocking pictures in her profile!!!!. Her pictures with her boyfriend were totally unacceptable. She didnt even know that touching a man who is unrelated to her is HARAM. Is this what she got from our school??

Before, she was in my school. Lepas tu mase form 4 , dia pindah ke SMKA Bota. Still an Islamic school. How come she can be like that? What influences her? She changes drastically!!. I was in disbelief when I see her pictures. And I started to lose respect towards her. I have heard my other friends yang dah bukak tudung. Somehow I can expect them to be like that since they were always like that even before. But this senior is unexpectable. Right, people can change. But I just dont expect her to be like that. She is soo... hypocrite!!!! I think she must have been pretending to be kind, gentle and so n so before.

So, my advices to all my friends, just be yourself. Don't ever pretending and don't ever influenced by the culture. Yes, I know it's hard and even myself cannot endure it. But just be careful. Jangan sampai halal haram pun dah tak ingt. That's all............

p/s: I felt shame for her and I really hope that our teachers never know this. I dont want them to feel shame.

CNY holiday

Salam..

It's quite a time I didnt post anything. I have been busy with the workloads... (yeah, sort of)

This CNY holiday was really memorable and fun. I didnt get a chance to rest, u know! okay, i'll tell ya what happened during the holiday.

Starts with ...

FRIDAY (12th Feb)

Went back home at 9.45 pm, traffic was congested and the driver didnt even turn off the lights making me difficult to sleep. I was really envious of the other passengers who manage to sleep soundly. Arrived Ipoh at 2 o'clock. As soon as I reached home, I got back to sleep.

SATURDAY (13th Feb)
I went back to Selangor, driving the car with my family. Slept at Abang Man's house. that night, we had big dinner with 2 of my brothers.


SUNDAY (14th Feb)
I started my journey to A Famosa Melaka.Reached there around 1 pm. Meet other relatives. My cousins, uncles, aunties, even Kak Ida also join us. Overall, there were like 20 people live in a villa. Luckily, there were 4 big rooms. But still, my brother and brother in law had to sleep in the living hall. There's a pool in the villa. That evening, my nephews and nieces went down with the guys-cousins and uncle. It was havoc, chaotic yet fun.

Our villa..

He's having fun!


Enjoying in the pool.

At night: we went to Cowboy town to watch the show. There were lots of people there. Nasib baik tak lemas je. Surprisingly, Chinese are the majority. I dont understand why they are there. Dont they suppose to go home celebrating the CNY with the family. Why would they celebrate it at A Famosa??.. Weird..By the way, I got the chance to ride a HORSE! I even get to borrow the cowboy's hat and gun.. Amazing, isnt it?.. The show also was very fun, I got a front seat. It was really front, i'll tell ya. There's no other person in front of us. I can even see the elephants defecate on the road during the parade...Eeeeeww. Sucks!. But the whole parade was a success. I enjoyed it very much. Went back at around 11 pm. After that, we have a chit chat. kalau org perak ckp "belabun". till 1 am. then..zzz

I'm the sheriff!

Front gate of cowboy town

My aunt, and her two daughters

MONDAY (15th Feb)
We went to the safari. Seeing the animals, and feed them. Naufal who is the youngest among all of us - he's only 1 year and a half was very brave. He didnt even hesitate ehen he's feeding the 's lamb. Unlike his coward older brother..haha. We watched the Wild wild West show. It's quite boring actually except for the stunt parts. And also, the main actor was handsome!!.. Auuww. sadly, I didnt get a chance to take photo with him..huhu

me, my sis in law and my nieces and nephews.
Before the show

After the show. He is the Sheriff aka the main actor
handsome kan??..rugi tak ambik gambar ngan dy.. huhuhu

That evening, all of us ate dinner at Umbai. Imagine 20+ people were crammed into a restaurant, we were like the only customers there. Haha. As if we were celebrating the CNY. Makan besar orang kata.. There was a small Chinese family were staring at us. I bet they were jealous of our BIG family! Finish dinner around 9 pm. I was knackered. Yet I have to drive to Selangor. So, I drove back , stop at Seremban resting and arrived at Abang Man's house at 1 am. I was really exhausted at that time.zzzzzz

See??.. half of the restaurant is occupied by us.

TUESDAY ( 16th Feb)
Shopping time!!.. AT PKNS, accompanying my mother. She was very eager to go there. We bought a lot of clothes for the UMRAH trip this May. Shopping ends at around 4 pm. Another day of exhaustion.

WEDNESDAY ( 17th Feb)
I went back home at Ipoh. At last, I 'm home. That evening, I bantai tidur. hehehehe

THURSDAY ( 18 th Feb)
I was planning to do my pasport, but the queue was sooooooooo long.. There were people queuing under the sun - maksudnye smpai ke luar building.. I've never seen such a long queue. And once again, the majority are chinese. Conclusion:chinese likes to go oversea = they are rich.
So I cancelled the plan. Instead, I went to shop to buy the ingredients for baking cake. Yes! you didnt hear me wrong. for baking.. haha

That evening, I made two moist chocolate cake assisted by my BFF, Lily. Results are okay la.. First time kan..

Inilah hasilnye.. Sedap!!

My BFF and I.Siap pakai apron lagi tu..hehe

FRIDAY ( 19th feb)..
I went again to the immigration office. This time, the queue was still so long. However, I didn't have a choice. Tomorrow is already Saturday. Then this evening, I got two vaccine injections. Now, my right hand is hurting. How I wish it is my left hand..

SATURDAY (20th Feb)

Cleaning day. I cleaned all the rooms kat tingkat atas. Since my parents had been sleeping downstairs, they had not went upstairs anymore. So, no one slept upstairs. You can imagine how much dusts are there. My nose hurts right now because sneezing. I am very allergic to dust.

Then SUNDAY is the day I went back to S ALAM.

The main focus of why I wrote this post is that..... I didn't study a thing at home. Despite I have a lot to do, but still I dont have the heart to do it. So, here I am in my room still blogging, not even care to finish all my assignments and revising. huhu.. what's gonna happen to me, my life is going down day by day.

i feel like i want to post..

two guys & i girl... what will happen??
hehe

besarnye!!!! n COMELL

Susu dlm mulut la adek..

Ni nak buat gaya ape ni sbnrnye??

Umar, dah makin kurus.. kenape??? huhu
kantoi ..abg man pndang kamera

dah mcm tangga daaaaa...
Aku dah macam sebaya je ngan diorg but i'm their aunt

Three of us..

Cubaan pertama untuk memakai selendang, okay tak??? =P

End of CVS

Finally, three weeks of CVS has ended. The PT was very tough. huhu.. especially pharmacology. I dont expect high grade this time.

Before I almost forgotten, my result for the End of semester exam had come out. All students pass!!! That's a great achievement I think. Well, because of that, the dean was very generous in giving us approval for our events.

my matrix number: 2009846436

Yesterday was the PT, Alia really wanted to see a movie.. What's the title ek?.is it Sique de fuce.. or suqei du ficet.. I cant remember the title. and she wants GSC cinema which is unavailable in S alam. So, we decided to go straight to Times Square, right after class. Sadly, the class ends at 5 pm. huh...

Okay, change plan.. we wanna go to Jusco. coz it's late. And we need a taxi. But the taxi driver is very very very annoying!!. kalo x nak ambik passenger ckp je la x nak ambik.. dont give excuse such as jalan jam.. mmg la semua jln jam, sebb lepas office hour. everybody is rushing home. Even Jusco bukit raja tu pun dy tak nak pegi. mmg kemut la pakcik tu. Lastly, I asked him "Habis tu, pegi mane je yg boleh??..dah semua tak boleh pergi".. Of course in a sarcastic tone la. And he just laughed??.. urgh.. I'm really piss off... Luckily, at that time, our "survivor" came. (T529). So, in the end, we did go to times square.

Gile tak.. kelas kul 5, then bleh pegi times square yg kat kl n jauh tu, n boleh balik exactly at 11. Can u imagine how rushing we are. Jalan mcm tak cukup kaki jer. haha.. kind of crazy we are.. I even planned to overnight at UKM if there's no train to go back. However, we didnt get to see the movie coz the next plat is at 9.40 pm.

In the end, SHOPPING je la.. hehe.. it's very cheap u knoe.. Everything has a sale. I guess because Chinese New Year is just around the corner and Times Square is actually a place for chinese. Really!. Lots of chinese there... maybe we could call it china town.. ahhaha

Both of us spent around rm70.00 yesterday. After this, we want to get out to Jusco, just to see the movie we didnt get to watch.. really crazy!!.. If only I can be persistent in study just like this...

HEPI NEW YEAR

SAlam..

Smalam, byk bunga2 berkelip kat langit. It's very clear from my room which is at 5th floor. hehe.
Some of my friends even record the moment of the clock's pointer stroke number number 12.

This week was very hectic. Classes were packed every day. Always ends at 5.00 pm. I was exhausted by this kind of schedule. I guess I have to endure it. After all, it's going to be tougher in the future.

I had 2 news, one is good, one is bad. This time, I wanna tell good news first. The good news we dont have to move to Sg Buloh next sem. why is it a good news? Primarily because, no shoping malls there. There's nothing there except for the highway.huh....The bad news is, I will have to attend BTN during our mid sem break which is very sad. I couldnt join my family's trip to A Famosa..huhu

Biase la, end of year= SALE besar2 pnye. This weekend and last weekend were really happening. 3 days holiday for 2 consecutive week, who doesnt like that?.. I went out with Ama and Tikah last week, and yesterday, I went out again with Alia and Izati. It was really chaos and havoc in the shopping mall. And the sales.. I dont know what to say. There's a shoe shop that sells a pair of shoe for RM15, and 2 pairs for RM20. It's really cheap!!!!!!!

That's only 1. Not to mention all of it. What do I bought yesterday. Just a sling bag. I got it for RM20.00. The original price is RM30.00. I guess that was because of YES. The shop wanted to sell it for rm25.00. Fortunately, I noticed the price offer they put on the shop. So, they had to sell it to me for RM 20.00. I felt a little bit wicked yet satisfied. haha..


Tomorrow, my faculty is organizing a sport event. Day after tomorrow is my niece's birthday. I already bought a present for her. How am I gonna give it to her.????


?

Addicted to korean!!!!

First, I'm addicted to Super Junior. Especially Eunhyuk and Donghae.

Then, because of my friend's comments on how hot is the actors of Boys Over Flowers, I'm addicted to the actors as well. haha.. I am that easy, rite?

He's cute!!..Kim Bum and he's only 20..

Kim Hyun Joong. 24 years pld. funny and cheaky. cute also.
age:.. 24 i think

Why am I always for "Kim" type??
haha.. (///)

Merry chritmas

To all Christians..

MERRY XMAS!!

To my cousin..

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

He got 7A's and 1B ...
Thanks to his tutor..hehe
(coz the tutor is me.)

pavilion..

It's a bit out dated but I still wanna talk bout it.

Nothing much to tell..
There are sweet + bad memory.
Rase macam x nak dah kuar ngan diorg.. huhu

LaYan~~~




our team
driver nye naim


the gurls


the boys.. **naim malu ke naim?**

mase ni dalam surau.. bleh posing jgk wei..hik2

still kat dpn pavillion



kat dpn fountain yg sgt cantik at night.
tp kami ambik gambr time dawn


if i were rich.. i would by this dress
tp.. nk pakai ke mane ek?

di bawah sinaran cahaya keimanan.. huhu

cantik tak.. sayangnye..
cantik dilihat tp x boleh disentuh

Accident + i felt guilty

Salam.

I thought this holiday would be fun and full of laughter. However, things cannot be predicted. My parents got into an accident at my sister's house, at Kuantan Pahang. First thing, they are safe. Thank God!.. Second thing, the car was badly damaged. Third thing, I felt guilty coz it wasn't me who drive the car. If it was me, then, maybe we can avoid this bad incident.

Time of accident: 10.40 am
Date: 25th November 2009

I was at home at that time, taking care of all my nephews and niece. I got a call from my mother half an hour before the event occurred and she sounded very cheerful. Can you imagine, half an hour later, she called me again with a panic sound. The me who is listening was even more terrified. I didn't expect that it would be like that. Furthermore, my mother always stay calm even in tough situation but yesterday, no!.. Her voice was different. I dont know how to describe it.. I was very worried about her when I got the call. She also forbid me to tell any of my siblings coz they are working. So what am I suppose to do??.. At last, I cried. Well, of course not in front of my "little kids".

At 11.00 am, my sister had finish her work so.. everything is solved. First, my parents had to report the accident to the police which in the end my father is at fault and he need to pay RM300.00 as a fine. Second, the car had been sent to the workshop. Third, my parents were both okay but maybe my mother is a little bit trauma. Third, the other car involved is Proton Waja. Fourth, the driver of waja is somehow injured. hm....

My father's car..