My deepest condolences to my BFF

Salam.

My Best friend aka my roomate aka my childhood friend since standard 5 is having a hard time right now. I dont know what to say. dont know how to react. She had just lost her sister because of an accident. The deceased left her family and 2 year old son. Yup!.. her only son..... so sad..
I couldn't imagine what I'll do if I was at her place. In the end I gave her some money before she went back home. Then I left my room to go for an event organized by my faculty..And when I got back to my room, she had gone and I found the check note on the floor and a there was a little tear on it.

Now, I felt that I did wrong. Was I wrong?? My feelings are all mixed together. I felt sad for she teared my money and threw it on the floor - oh, and it was near the dustbin - I guess, she tried to throw the money away.. But, isn't it common if we gave money to people who just lost someone??.. Again, did I do a wrong thing?... I tried to be understanding but still I felt very hurt... Should I talk to her about it?.. Or should I just keep it to myself?..I felt like to cry right now... Even if she doesn't want the money, why would she have to tear & throw it away like that............ oh, I really need someone to comfort me.. please.. can you?

9 more days

To the final..

Hope I can finish revising by the end of next week
Hope my mind will not be blank when the days come.
Hope I can do the OSCE well.
Hope that all my friends and me can pass the exam and proceed to next year.

To all students who will be going to sit for any exam......





CHAIYOK!!!

Counting days.....

Salam..

I'm counting days..... not to my birthday nor to any wonderful events.
I'm counting days towards my final EXAM!!!!.. Which is about 2 weeks ( including this week )

Oh.. and still I'm doing this..Even my roommate is really focusing on, I still need some relax time. I couldn't keep going for the whole day without relaxing, could you?

To tell you, my last week was very challenging and *memang menguji kesabaran*. On thursday, I was in Uitm driving all the way from Trolak to Abg Man's house. Then, the next day, I drove back to ipoh bringing my parents along. To top of it, tayar kereta pancit!!!!!!!!!..

Oh gosh!. Luckily, I was at my bro's house. I had a panick attack at the moment. My father was blabbering, of course, nagging at me. But I just don't care. Then, my brother exchange the flat tyre with the spare one and revealed that the cause of this calamity is a NAIL. I was at wrong, I admit it coz I am the only one who used the car for those two days. but... but... but.. who wants her car's tyre to be punctured by a nail. And the size of the nail is so small. How could I notice that, right? But I am at wrong again for not noticing that the tyre had actually loosen a bit before. BUT still, I'm a girl . And you know how a girl drives.......

That day was an experience for me. Whatever it is, take the positive ones and discard the negatives. Okay, I'm going back revising. I had 3 more modules to be "digested".. I can only hope for the best.

WISH ME LUCKKKK

Too many things..

Salam..

Waaaaa.. I missed my blog. It's a long time since I last updated it. huhu..Too much to tell yet I dont have time.

OK:..let's go slowly

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First: 20 March 2010

SUPER JUNIOR came to Malaysia!!!!!.. I really regretted that I missed the concert. The price for the ticket is too expensive, you know. The reason being of why I didnt want to go to the concert. But after that, I read a lot of positive comments from the bloggers, then I felt depressed for not going.. huhu. I even told my bff about this. I spent about two days after that just doing you-tube- and blog-walking, finding stories and videos about them during their visit to M'sia..


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Second: Last week, my parents came here. Unfortunately, I had a course at Hospital Serdang oN Sunday. So, I couldnt go to meet them at my brother's house. Suddenly, my beloved Prof Hapizah bring forward her tutorial session -which was supposed to be held on Friday- on Thursday. Yey! My Friday was actually freeeeee.. So I skipped the CTU class on that Friday. My first time skipping a class this semester. hehehe.

I had a good and memorable time with my family. All my brothers gathered together, and we had lunch together at a relative's restaurant. The restaurant is very wonderful. If you like nature, you really should go there.

http://www.subak.com.my/

P/s* I'm not goin to post the pics, coz it takes too much time, and I'm dozing off at the moment..

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Last: I had been cheated by a con-man. I really thought I had been cheated although some of my friends still believe him. I will never give out my money without any resits.

Ape nak jadi??

Salam.

I was just pay a visit to my senior's facebook profile. It's been a looooooooong time since I last visited her page. She was my senior and my dormmate when I was form 2. And at that time she was one of the top students in my school. Well, my former school was an Arabic school per say. Not so Islamic though. You can imag Shine how should the students of Islamic school should behave, rite?She is very talented especially in arts. Even her sister was almost a singer. But her sis turned the offer down. If I want to describe about her family, I believe you will be in aww too.

She is somehow my rolemodel. Coz not only she's creative she also has the leadership quality in her. So, I was like a fan of her. She was also a gentle and kind person. Ans she helped me alot before.Then, she moved to other school at form 4. Since then, I had lost contact with her. I have her ym, and her facebook even her friendster but I dont have the conscious to look into her profile.

However, I just saw her thumbnail pic of the ym that really shocked me!!. Her picture without scarf. That's okay. I can accept it.That triggered me to look into her profile. Believe me, I regret what I'm doing. Better not to look . I saw even more shocking pictures in her profile!!!!. Her pictures with her boyfriend were totally unacceptable. She didnt even know that touching a man who is unrelated to her is HARAM. Is this what she got from our school??

Before, she was in my school. Lepas tu mase form 4 , dia pindah ke SMKA Bota. Still an Islamic school. How come she can be like that? What influences her? She changes drastically!!. I was in disbelief when I see her pictures. And I started to lose respect towards her. I have heard my other friends yang dah bukak tudung. Somehow I can expect them to be like that since they were always like that even before. But this senior is unexpectable. Right, people can change. But I just dont expect her to be like that. She is soo... hypocrite!!!! I think she must have been pretending to be kind, gentle and so n so before.

So, my advices to all my friends, just be yourself. Don't ever pretending and don't ever influenced by the culture. Yes, I know it's hard and even myself cannot endure it. But just be careful. Jangan sampai halal haram pun dah tak ingt. That's all............

p/s: I felt shame for her and I really hope that our teachers never know this. I dont want them to feel shame.