My deepest condolences to my BFF

Salam.

My Best friend aka my roomate aka my childhood friend since standard 5 is having a hard time right now. I dont know what to say. dont know how to react. She had just lost her sister because of an accident. The deceased left her family and 2 year old son. Yup!.. her only son..... so sad..
I couldn't imagine what I'll do if I was at her place. In the end I gave her some money before she went back home. Then I left my room to go for an event organized by my faculty..And when I got back to my room, she had gone and I found the check note on the floor and a there was a little tear on it.

Now, I felt that I did wrong. Was I wrong?? My feelings are all mixed together. I felt sad for she teared my money and threw it on the floor - oh, and it was near the dustbin - I guess, she tried to throw the money away.. But, isn't it common if we gave money to people who just lost someone??.. Again, did I do a wrong thing?... I tried to be understanding but still I felt very hurt... Should I talk to her about it?.. Or should I just keep it to myself?..I felt like to cry right now... Even if she doesn't want the money, why would she have to tear & throw it away like that............ oh, I really need someone to comfort me.. please.. can you?

9 more days

To the final..

Hope I can finish revising by the end of next week
Hope my mind will not be blank when the days come.
Hope I can do the OSCE well.
Hope that all my friends and me can pass the exam and proceed to next year.

To all students who will be going to sit for any exam......





CHAIYOK!!!

Counting days.....

Salam..

I'm counting days..... not to my birthday nor to any wonderful events.
I'm counting days towards my final EXAM!!!!.. Which is about 2 weeks ( including this week )

Oh.. and still I'm doing this..Even my roommate is really focusing on, I still need some relax time. I couldn't keep going for the whole day without relaxing, could you?

To tell you, my last week was very challenging and *memang menguji kesabaran*. On thursday, I was in Uitm driving all the way from Trolak to Abg Man's house. Then, the next day, I drove back to ipoh bringing my parents along. To top of it, tayar kereta pancit!!!!!!!!!..

Oh gosh!. Luckily, I was at my bro's house. I had a panick attack at the moment. My father was blabbering, of course, nagging at me. But I just don't care. Then, my brother exchange the flat tyre with the spare one and revealed that the cause of this calamity is a NAIL. I was at wrong, I admit it coz I am the only one who used the car for those two days. but... but... but.. who wants her car's tyre to be punctured by a nail. And the size of the nail is so small. How could I notice that, right? But I am at wrong again for not noticing that the tyre had actually loosen a bit before. BUT still, I'm a girl . And you know how a girl drives.......

That day was an experience for me. Whatever it is, take the positive ones and discard the negatives. Okay, I'm going back revising. I had 3 more modules to be "digested".. I can only hope for the best.

WISH ME LUCKKKK