New resolution

Salam..

Salam Maal Hijrah to all muslims in the world.
May we have a better resolution for this year.
Today should be better than yesterday.. tomorrow should be better than today

Speaking of new resolution, i started to think what is mine?.. i dont even think of one yesterday..
What i said to myself is "even if i did think of it, i will not be able to follow it to the end"..

As i read a newspaper cut from metro about my senior who gets Anugerah Sri Paduka during Uitm's convocation recently, I started to think how can she be so determined and passionate.. How can I be like her?.. I'm starting to think do this profession really suits me?.. Being clever is actually not enough..

As i blogwalking just now, I found an article of a dr about his previous experience during his Ho..He doesnt recommend of getting married during that time coz you will have to "pay for it" (it means on calls obviously).. As i went along through his article, I find that it was a hectic life.. really!!!.. Then I started to picture myself in the story.. OMG, am I gonna fit in?????...
There's this big question and doubt in my head.. And he also said even there were tremendous numbers of medical students, most of it do not proceed with this career.. some jump into other business, some jump into another profession.. And lots of them goes to trainee lecturer just because they dont want to be sent to the rural area.. Well, i dont want if i were them.. I can tolerate peninsular m'sia, but nope with Sabah or Sarawak..That's why the doctors are outnumbered..