Salam..

Hye..meet me again!!!

After hibernating for about 1 year, i'm BACK!!!.. because of my bestie's request to post this.. hahaha..

Look like twins, aren't we??? ^^

May our friendship stays forever and may it never sway with just little misunderstanding. (talking from experience..)

since is is just a day before new year, i would like to wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR. hope next year will be better than this year.. Hope i will pass through this year with a smiling and happy face.

To my housemates:::: esok kite mau masak ikan sweet sour!!.. yeay!

kenape?

Slm ramadhan again

Kenape ye?..why we always find other people's fault?? slagi ade salah, even tak salah pun.. still nak salahkan.. what's so great of being right?.. kalau dalam periksa makes sense la nak kene betol. but in reality people do mistakes, instead of scolding people why dont u try to teach and have a slow talk.. Even our prophet pun tak pernah ajar tengking2.. (from what i know. if there is a history yg Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. pernah tengking2 orang please tell me)

"Just because you are superior, you have the right to do so".. Is that what the world really is? If the other person is really at wrong, than its okay to get mad. Tapi ni selagi ade bende mesti nak cari salah even bende yg doesnt make sense. i really dont get it.. kenape ye?seronok kot tengok muke org tu terkulat2 kene marah kot..

clinical

Salam ramadhan

Out of sudden, i felt like i want to write something. maybe i was stressed out with this clinical years. So much things to do in so little time.

I just entered my clinical years mase "bersih" aritu. Like what seniors told us, clinical is really different with pre-clnical. I was really optimistic at first. However, as time goes on.. I felt tired. Starting to feel less motivated day by day.

Macam2 perasaan ade. Bile kene marah ngan nurse or dr, seriously i dont know how to face them again. Rase macam tak nak pergi hospital dah.. haish.. what to do?

whatever it is, life must go on. Face the difficulties now rather than in future. I am trying to think positive though it is sooooooo HARD.

I was really tired with this emotional war. But as a muslim, where else can we go except to HIM. Hope that my gloomy heart will forget all the bad things and remember all the good and nice things. huhu...

Ape2 pun, thanks to all yg mendengar masalah ku..

New resolution

Salam..

Salam Maal Hijrah to all muslims in the world.
May we have a better resolution for this year.
Today should be better than yesterday.. tomorrow should be better than today

Speaking of new resolution, i started to think what is mine?.. i dont even think of one yesterday..
What i said to myself is "even if i did think of it, i will not be able to follow it to the end"..

As i read a newspaper cut from metro about my senior who gets Anugerah Sri Paduka during Uitm's convocation recently, I started to think how can she be so determined and passionate.. How can I be like her?.. I'm starting to think do this profession really suits me?.. Being clever is actually not enough..

As i blogwalking just now, I found an article of a dr about his previous experience during his Ho..He doesnt recommend of getting married during that time coz you will have to "pay for it" (it means on calls obviously).. As i went along through his article, I find that it was a hectic life.. really!!!.. Then I started to picture myself in the story.. OMG, am I gonna fit in?????...
There's this big question and doubt in my head.. And he also said even there were tremendous numbers of medical students, most of it do not proceed with this career.. some jump into other business, some jump into another profession.. And lots of them goes to trainee lecturer just because they dont want to be sent to the rural area.. Well, i dont want if i were them.. I can tolerate peninsular m'sia, but nope with Sabah or Sarawak..That's why the doctors are outnumbered..

award

7 things bout myself eh

1. girl
2.muslim
3. a dr to be insyaallah
4. like to watch movies.
5. still in love with sidney sheldon
6. found a new dream in my life (those who watched rapunzel : A tangled story know what dis means..ngeh3..^^)
7. still finding where is the destination of my journey